Baby spam! Baby bane is officially two months old. He would be just about 36 weeks if he were still in my belly. I still can’t believe he was born 13 weeks early. THIRTEEN. I love him so much.
My mother’s day was simple.I went to see Bane, went to church. Spent time with my grandma. I’m really glad I told her how I felt. I never tried because I always told myself she wouldn’t take me seriously or I don’t know enough Spanish to adequately express the magnitude of just how much I love her.
But. I hugged her real tight and told her she’s the best mom in the entire world. Then I put my hands on both her shoulders, bent down a little to look her in the eye (this lady is SHORT) and told her that I thank God everyday for choosing her as my mother. That I loved her so much and I told her that I appreciate her. She looked down and got really shy, but I told her to look at me. I told her I was completely serious and meant every word. Then I gave her a kiss and hug. :) I wanted to cry. Usually she makes a joke when I tell her I love her or I call her beautiful, because she thinks I’m kissing up, but I always mean it, and I think today I got that point across. I don’t love her because I “have to” . I love her because of all that she is.
There was a lady that went to church today and her son (who is like 40) said he was thankful for her and that if it wasn’t for her, he wouldn’t know how to play guitar. Then they sang/played a song together. And maaan this lady could sing and her son could play.
One day I hope that will be Bane and I. :’)